More pictures of my beloved!!

1st you have my Favorite 

2nd He is just too cute

Are we not a cute couple!!!

Adorable

OH my GOODNESS....The Eyes just melted me and he knew it. Total power over me.

I love you, Baby!!

Love...

It seems to me that Love is easier than some may think, Then again.....

I love my God, I love my husband, I love my kids, my family, even my dog......

Easy right?! I think so or thought so.

Now Love is HARD.  Not hard to love just hard 

It is still easy to love everyone.  It is hard to love and not have. I really have no explanation for the feeling....like nothing I have ever felt.

Ya know I may not have always seen eye to eye with love but love was ALWAYS love.

Love always loved back, even when love was not happy, even when love did not agree with me, Love was always IN LOVE. 

And I am IN LOVE with LOVE. 

Well that is enough of that.  All of this may not make sense to anyone but me and that is perfectly ok. I do ask one thing.....PLEASE don't read anything into it. It is what it is and that is all that it is. 

God I just thank you for being my rock. as this song I heard said......

LORD, Give me a revelation, show me what to do........cause I am NOTHING without you!! AMEN

In Loving Memory!

I want to always remember......

As most of you know...Brenton passed away Tuesday March 31, 2009.  I just wanted to post a few great pictures of happy times for all to see.

My husband was a very different kind of person.  Some people may not have understood him but he was truly an amazing person.  Brenton was such an intelligent person to be around.  I learned so much about computers, philosophy, food, history,  SO much.  He was always willing to teach me or anybody else anything he knew.  He loved to share what he knew. Brenton loved loved loved his kids.  He and Wyatt were starting to spend that Father/Son time you hear of. They played video games, computer games and anything Brenton would let him in on.  He loved to sit with Wyatt and watch Transformers, Batman (lovingly pronounced "Fat man"), and Planet heroes.  He loved his son!

He loved his daughters too.  Brittany was his princess and he worried about her daily. He wasSO focused on her education. He wanted only the best for her and sometimes it was aggravating for all. He really focused a lot on her, He just saw SO much potential in Brittany and just knew she was going to do great things.  Lillian was his baby girl. He wanted so much to have a great relationship with her. She loved to watch shows with her Dad. She loved to play with him.  He was starting to love giving them a bath and play for sooo long with the tub toys.  

Brenton and I strived to teach our children manners.  He wanted people to see that his children were respectful.  I think he did a good job.  

I will add...Brenton, My Husband, My Best Friend, truly loved me. He told me not to long ago that "I love you more than Coffee"  If anyone knows Brenton that meant ALOT.   I love my husband and will continue to love him for all of my days.

thank you Lord for giving him to me for the time that you did.  I pray today that He gives you all peace through this time and gives you all the best memories that you have of Brenton G. Sears.

He will be remembered here with the most love and respect that 

We love you, My beloved.